Berbuka puasa hanya dengan cahaya lilin

                                                          Happy walaupun tiada karan !

                                                                     sumber cahaya

                                                    sunnah nabi , kurma lah dulu :)

                                                                    Thanks mom

                                                      Brother in law,my sister and me

                                                            Amirul Ghazi anak buah ku

                                                                               :)

                                                               And ... this is mine ...

                                                       Erk lupa apa nama ni makanan




Okay puasa hari ke empat suddenly tiada karan ,so terpaksa lah guna lilin sahaja.According to my eldest sister , jalan sangat jam cause got two to four accidents happened.Nasib lah dia sempat sampai before waktu berbuka.And paling menyedihkan ... keluarga-keluarga yang di sabah (my siblings) x dapat join kami untuk berbuka kali ni sebab mama masak our favourites sudah ni .. caramel yang ada buah-buahan .. nyummy :) AND TO SUZIE WONG , awak rugi ... sebab x datang Damansara .. hahahahah jangan jealous ! xoxo

Nurliyana Roslan,My True Friend

      When you read this,I want you to smile.No....no no no I want a bigger smile,yes.. like that !Show me your wabbit teeth, hehe.Okay let's talk about this stunning little girl.Stylo isn't she ? Yes she is and I'm proud to be her friend.Such a loyal understanding best friend.We've being friends for almost 5 years.She's the one yang pandai kol aku and tanya khabar aku.

     So when my mom moved my school to Sabah,She's the person that I hate the most in class. You know why ? cause she's too nerd,pakai tudung lipat sampai atas and pakai spek yang sangat nerdy punya style.Dia pengawas masa kami form one,pintar lah dalam kelas.So sometimes bila dia pandang aku,ada ja yang x kena.Mesti cari kesalahan !! Kalau time dia menjawab soalan cikgu di kelas,aku dengan geng lain start buat muka and tutup telinga. :p

    Biasa lah kan budak-budak sekolah.. easy to get influenced by peers.She got influenced by us.Examples escape from school,after school stay dulu baru balik.And tudung dia pun pandai berubah sudah , sudah tidak nerd lagi.Yana , I miss you so much , sometimes it's hard for me to hangout without you here.Kalauuu lah kau boleh datang kl sekarang kan.

    Mostly she never say NO untuk setiap permintaan aku , kebanyakannya selalu YES.I did cry with her,laugh with her,sleep with her, and only this girl yang pernah menangis just because my mom sakit.I know you're quite busy with your assignments and stuff.Thanks for your help hari tu.Just because mau masuk UITM sama-sama dengan aku.Maybe rezeki aku belum sampai kan :'(


A good friend will be there for you when you cry, But a best friend will have a wet shoulder because of it.Friends are angels who help us to soar when our wings have forgotten how to fly.
Of all the door’s I have gone through in life, none was more inviting, welcoming and heartfilled than the one that led me to you.

                      Do you still remember this ? Time kita x dapat masuk rumah :p
                                            and kau tahan sakit perut mau beria ! haha

                   SHE'S MY FRIEND WHO KNOWS ALL ABOUT ME,AND STILL LIKE ME :) XOXO

Who Else Could It Be Than My Hafifi Kurniawan?

                                                               I'm Sorry,He is mine :)

                  This is how he cheers me through blackberry messenger.Hahaha Oreo Monster

                                                   A day before my flight to KL :(

                                                             Comic Shop Pavillion

                                                                      Bukit Bintang

                                                                     BB street

                                                          First picture taken by him

                                                      Taken by bebek at Tanjung Aru



                               You are my missing puzzle piece and I've found you

So where should I start about this crazy love story ? I already found my missing puzzle piece,It's him.Hafifi Kurniawan Bin Marjuki.He's 6 years older than me,I don't care cause that's normal for me.It's better to be in love with a matured person so that i can speed up my mature process since I'm still a kiddo.How I met him ? From facebook lah ... :) I'm the one who added him first. I saw his facebook from Yana's fb.(Macam menarik kan so add jak lah,hehe).Then he approved me.I thank him through the chatbox.I said "Hye,thanks for the approve".And he said "welcome,lawa dressing kau".hahahahaha nonsense! Then we keep in touch.. until I got his number from one of my friend.I was so bored then I text him.Bukan mengurat ah.At that time,my status was single.I broke up with my dead stinkin stupid ex boyfriend a week before I found Ayie.I was totally flying with freedom,no crazy man who always keep nagging on me everyday.I dont know why...we always texting and chating.Dari sms,chating,jadi turunnya ke hati.Then,we made a call at midnight.It was FIVE HOURS conversation with him.He proposed me to be his girl friend after 6months being a single guy.And I said,YES I DO.The thing that touched my heart was when he asked me this : "Kau terima aku seadanya?Sebab aku tiada apa-apa and latar belakang keluarga aku bukannya orang senang".Wewww I didn't born with a silver spoon in my mouth,I'm not a rich girl too..So that's not a big deal for me.It's easy,love me sincerely then I wont leave you behind.We officially be a couple on 27th February 2011.But we didn't make any relationship status at the facebook.Malas lah mau kecoh dulu kan.Like I said,,my love story is crazy.We never met before and directly be a couple.Masa tu aku di KL..4months couple baru kami berjumpa di KK.What a craaaazy love.There's lotsa things he taught me.Not to smoke,not to post any harsh words at facebook and stuff. As you can see,so much improvements jugak kan.hehe.So hubby,I just love you the way you are.I miss you wabbit !

And I Adore This Girl : Ririn Dwi Ariyanti -Talitha-

                                                        

                                           

                                       Don't you know how much I adore you ?

Okay guys.I adore this actor so much.She's cute and talented.You know,she still looks cute when crying.And and and,she's super skinny like me(whisper).Just look at those smile , doesn't it look so perfect ? Have you ever seen this Indonesian drama titled CAHAYA?Full of crisis,tears,happiness and so on.I would rather skip my study time just to watch her acting :) Oh I wish I could be there at Jakarta and shake her hand.Somebody please I'm begging you , suggest me any movies or dramas which has this little shawty acting on.Her name on Cahaya's drama was TALITHA.A name that suites her cheeky style.One day , I will named my daughter with that name.Lol

Mom,Queen of my heart

You’re the person in my life, in my heart
who i will never forget
you gave me everything and filled my every part
I have nothing to regret

You were beside me at my side
when i was weak and tired
when i was sick
while i was filled with pride

You always supported me
in my troubles in my pain
your a ‘role’ for me to see
your my relief in my strain

I am sorry for everything
for everything i have cause
I love you, your the song i sing
forgive me i know things get worse

Mommy,I'm so sorry sometimes i neglect your call,

sometimes my voice to high towards you,

I've made you cry in your heart silently

But mom , as if you are not around me,

I still can see your shadows walking around me,

It tells me that you are always with me.

And mom , sometimes I pray to our GOD not to

take you from my life , If He take yours,then take mine too :'(

My dad,My hero

Life has never been this complicated
Nor have times ever been this hard
Everyone has to make sacrifices
Most are hard

Life is full of mistakes
But that’s how we learn
Everyone makes them
It’s only a matter of time before the damage is done

We need not shield ourselves from the world
Hiding behind our pride
A simply conversation would put out that fire

You say I have an attitude
But you don’t even know why
It wouldn’t hurt to ask
Just give me the time of daylight

Turn the music down
And the TV off
Listen to me. Don’t you hear me calling?
I would love to just be closer to you!

We walk around like everything’s fine
Open your eyes DAD, and look into mine
I sit here all day trying to find the right words
Words that won’t offend you and make you explode
If you would just listen time and time again
I wouldn’t have to pour my feelings out through this pen

After you read this, I pray things change
I pray that you and I will see better days!

AND DAD,I KNOW I'M NOT A GREAT DAUGHTER WHO WILL

ALWAYS LISTEN TO YOU,BUT ONE THING YOU HAVE TO KNOW,

I'M YOUR DAUGHTER WHO WANNA MAKE YOU SMILE WHEN IT COMES 

TO MY GRADUATION DAY AT UNIVERSITY.MWAHHH <3

I Always Love My Family

 

There you go,This is my beloved family.That's my Super Fierce father(he's a loving father actually),and my mom..eldest sister wearing black shirt,second sister wearing blue shirt right after my mom's left and the sister which was born before me at the top.Got two boys in my siblings but both of them isn't at the picture.Will upload their pictures later.So,talking about my family ..yes I do love them so much but I'm always not in the right  way on how to show them how much I love them.By uploading this picture,typing some love words towards them would be enough to make them know huh?No I guess,haha.Well my father is half blood Chinese.My face is more to him.Mom is Brunei half blood Suluk.I didn't born with a silver spoon in my mouth,just EXTRA ordinary lifestyle.Father retired yearssss ago when I was in primary six.He's now around 60++ but still looks tough right guys ?Mom just a full time housewife,she's my angel my everything.Her unfailing love without limit,always be able to soothe my every hurt,unselfishly every hour every day is just can't be explained by words.Too precious.GOD,don't take them from me .. I LOVE YOU ALL , you guys are my shoulders to cry on,my bed to lay on,MY EVERYTHING.