Tuesday 20 September 2011

I miss that February

     When I scroll down the mouse till the end of this blog .. tears falls down , cheeks always wet bacause of tears.I did blogging about you down there right?And you read it :) Itu cerita masa kita masih berbunga2 <3 No more you that could wipe these tears.Wish that I could turn back to February .. the month that you proposed me to be you baby :') Ayie .. you taught me everything.You taught me what is FRIEND,what is RESPECT,what is LIFE and what is LOYALTY. I know .... blog isn't a private diary,but where should i let this all out ?

   Don't ever blame yourself if one day you miss me,and i will keep on blaming my self when every time I miss you.Because I'm the one that pushed you too much.I can't heal this perpetually embedded sad feelings.You are a kind man Hafifi..I can't be able to soothe your every hurts as I promised you that day.Both of us didn't cheat on each other .. It's just .. the condition of both of us.Tearing us apart day by day ..

   My Cayie rabbit , who else could it be than you in my life?My sister said-Adik,your Mr.Right is OUT of your world,one day you will have one- But what can I do when I've gave you all... my heart ?You are just not like the others.You kind,you know me well,you know how to cheer me up.I really miss you ayie .. Remember what you told me ? You gonna be my hero forever,and if we stuck on a fight,we gonna settle it down,remember that ?

  Rindu Ayie say morning baby,good night mybaby .. and text me I love you baby.Teringat Ayie letak botol air suam suruh letak di perut sebab segugut period :( I remember that moment when we holding hands,jalan-jalan di area Bukit Bintang .. Ayie kasi beli icecream turki :) Makan sama2 d chicken rice bb .. I dont know .. and I'm wondering whether this tears will falls down as soon as  touched down at KKIA.. because you are the one , standing over there , gave me a smile before I fly back to KL .. sampai KKIA.. mesti teringat balik kan ?

  Rindu mau naik bus sama ayie,jalan kaki panas2 sama ayie.Dari nda pandai naik bus.. sampai pandai naik bus :') I miss everything about you .. laughing on the phone till 3am,rindu ayie suap nasi goreng sambil cakap 'I love you baby'..rindu semuanya... Kita berdiri d kedai newspaper tunggu hujan redahh,sini kan kita haritu ?? ..

  Know that I wont get you back because of certain causes that forces us to breakup .. Aku sayang ayie,ayie banyak  ajar mcm mana hormat orang , kawan2.. jaga perkataan di facebook semua .. Ya Allah kalau lah kita boleh sama2 balik .. untu kebahagiaan ayie , aku hormat keputusan bersama .. kalau ayie happy .. aku happy .. ayie sendiri cakap .. hati aku kuat boleh move on .. rindunyaaa mau hantar mcD d tempat ayie kerja :( mau bbm .. lagu2 yang ayie send aku dengar setiap malam .. gambar2 aku nda delete sebab semua tu kenangan kita .. kalau ada jodoh .. nda kan ke mana , aku tunggu .. kalau bukan di dunia tapi di akhirat .. Apa yang ayie pernah ajar sama aku .. aku simpan buat pengajaran selalu ..

                                          First picture taken by you , aku simpan selamanya ..

                                                                   I love you Ayie ..

Ayie suruh bahagiakan orang tua dulu daripada membahagiakan cinta .. yes aku akan buat orang tua aku senang .. aku move on .. aku tahu , satu hari nanti , ayie akan sebut nama aku dalam hati :) Ayie doakan yang terbaik untuk masa depan aku , aku pun doakan Ayie bahagia selalu bila dapat yang baru .. tuhan yang menentukan .. I miss you so much dear .. 202 hari kita bercinta , kekal selamanya kira ingat selalu , terima kasih banyak membimbing dari start keburukan sampai lah baik .. tutup hati ni untuk siapa2.. masa depan yang ayie suruh akan aku kejar untu kebaikan aku .. Jadi lah yang terbaik untuk keluargamu .. :')